formerly, back in 2022 i was known as sleepyhead. and i was shamed for my bad actions of which i deeply regret doing, but I understand everyone else's thought process. my actions consisted of the way i talked and expressed myself. which led to discomforting others due to the fact i was really young. it gave people suspicions, but i completely understand them because of the way i handled things. i admit i did have some bad intentions such as gaining attention, but i did not mean to cause as much damage as i did. in these 2 years i have changed for the better. i'm sorry polytoria community and i hope for forgiveness. ever since then, it has caused me more distress and concern than i already had. i look forward to answering any needed questions or clarifications. thank you. <3

i'd also like to apologize to anyone who has had any direct conflict with me. since that has happened a few times around that time.

Uhh you're forgiven? I mean I really do not know anything bad about you, ngl

What really matters is that you're happy. Hoping for the best.

by the time i had joined the discord server and looked up 'sleepyhead' in the search bar, i saw countless past messages making fun of me, as well as just general negative feedback. i understand why people thought of me like this but i felt very ashamed and sorry due to them. especially when i saw people who i remembered, chat about me like this. people who i thought were at least somewhat cool with me. this was never my intention so i felt pretty let down upon discovering these messages, which were made quite a while and some of them were even made up to year after original situations happened.

as i said before, conflict with other users. i did have some conflict with other users, they weren't spoken straight up publicly like on forums, rather they were mostly in the game chat. but my actions overtime resulted in disagreements and loss of some of my poly friends. i'm sorry about how i may have affected some users. i had no comment on forums posted about me at the time. majority of those forums were primarily attention based on what i remember. some may have just been people sharing general thoughts about me tho.

as of recently i been able to recover and heal some of the friendships with most of my old poly friends! even if you weren't a friend of mine but had at least spoken about me in a negative format, i hope you can change forgive me and or at least understand.

i want to mention that i was just simply too annoying back then. i talked too much and over explained like almost everything. i'm sorry about that. but by now i wouldn't do that anymore and i try to limit the capacity of what i'm trying to say, like if it's a lot of info, like this. it'll just be long enough to be informative.

back then i liked to say i was "well known" but i didn't realize how untrue that was. i only thought that bc i was fairly active in game and talked w/ people. but it wasn't a positive impact that so i didn't deserve to call myself "well known" and so i was quite shamed for saying that back then. i'm sorry about that, but i hope i can truthfully make a positive impact in the near future! :3

if you have any more needed questions, i'm looking forward to answering them. thank you! <3

I honestly don't know anything about u because i didn't join on 2022 but it fine anyway

yeah all this stuff was from quite a long time ago but i just wanted to clear things up

It's okay tho, I don't know you anyway